To thine ownself be true.

Everyday there are moments in my life that I consider safe moments, and unsafe moments. Today felt like a lot of unsafe moments. I just wanted to be home cocooned in my blanket. I slept in front of an open window last night. I woke up with the air on my face & it smelled like it was going to rain. I was safe. I had to force myself to get ready for work & once there I generally felt like I was in the way of all humanity. I was unsafe. I did ligthen up after a few hours & began to relax after I kept getting several compliments from customers & staff. I am home safe now, & will wrap myself in a blanket cocoon & nap. Maybe I'll become a butterfly. I really wish I could be that kid again, the one that dressed up like a koala bear everywhere she went. I guess since I can't, I'll just go to a punk rock show later.



I read in a book today that after you die your body becomes significantly lighter than it used to be. It said that that is the soul leaving your body. I think my soul may be pretty heavy.